I'd love to say that it's gotten easier. But it hasn't. It's still just hard work. I'm eating healthier food and less of it. For my snacks, I have lean protein - a boiled egg, 4 oz. of lowfat cottage cheese or a low-fat cheese stick. I'm drinking lots of water. And I'm trying to move more. That part has been difficult because I have a torn meniscus. I had a cortisone injection in my knee last week and was hoping that would help but it didn't so I'll probably need to have surgery soon.
Occasionally, I still "cheat." Last weekend, I had several glasses of wine -- which is definitely not on my program. But rather than feeling guilty, I just enjoyed it. (How could you not enjoy an amazing Paso Robles zinfandel?)
One of my challenges this past month has been avoiding Girl Scout cookies. They are everywhere. People try to sell them to you in your office, when you go to the grocery store, or in front of the drug store. I think Thin Mint cookies are like crack. Someone told me the recipe has changed, that they're not as good anymore. But I wouldn't know. I haven't had a single one this year. I know that if I have one, I will eat the whole sleeve. And then maybe later, another sleeve. With wine, I can have a glass or two and not crave it the next day. But not the cookies. If I have them, I will just want more.
I remember years ago in a Weight Watchers meeting, the leader used to always say "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels." I wouldn't know because I've never been what you would actually call thin. What I do know is that I can't still taste any of the things that made me fat. And none of them are making me feel good right now.
